what a boring day..

Today activity just bored..
nothing special, just go class study, go back and doing assignment..
and OMG!! I forget one think.
tomorrow is the mid term test for psychology..
I just say thanks to my friend, because he remind me of tomorrow mid term test..
If not tell me, for sure i die one..
hahahaha..
At night I go supper, I ate satay celup..
hahaha..
was so fun that night..

I hope, this coming semester break i can stay longer in indonesia..
Because i want to have CNY gathering with my family and with you honey..
muach2. 

Happy

I'm very happy right now..
today is my 9th month anniv..
wohoo~~~~
I really love it..
but yesterday 11-11-11 is really tough day for me..
the due date for marketing presentation is on tuesday, is really annoying for me.. >,<
today at 8 oclock, i need to go to campus to do a charity event..
hahahaha..
Imagine that im cleaning a toilet or to do something that a bit disgusting i guess..
>,<
hahahaha...
Feel like wanna faster graduate from this college, this college really drive me crazy..
btw, Happy anniv ya orang jepang..
I hope you more and more love me...
^^
:*
big hug for you

my present for you.. 

Muach2

Assignment drive me crazy

This is the picture when assignment drive me crazy...

Today I get shocked, because The due date for marketing assignment is TOMORROW not Friday.... 

Because I heard before assignment will pass it up in next week, but after i heard if tomorrow is the due date for pass it up the assignment. I get shocked, really shocked..
Because I haven't touch any single thing for it..
Then, after 1 hour of the class I skip the second hour of the class...
I'm not straight away go back, I just hang around the college with my friend and I still go to Giant and tesco to buy some stuff for dinner...
After, came back from giant and tesco..
I straight away copy the example of the assignment, to guide me into correct way to make assignment of marketing..
Is really crazy i guess, hehehehhe... >,<

Today, I will finish the marketing assignment and continue with psychology assignment..

TODAY I WANNA SKIP THIS DAY, because it drive me crazy.. >,<

Hope that japanesse Girl understand about it.. :P :P :P
Sorry ya dear, can't webcaming with u.. 

Feel the day go so fast

Today i woke up around 11 oclock, then straight away I jumped into bathroom then go bath...
after that, i went to college at 12 something, because I got something to do in the campus..
Today, feel like happy wey..
cant forget a bit about my assignment..
huft..

Webcaming with Japanese Artist wei..
Damn syok..
hahahaha

Japanese artist... Isnt it??
hahahaha...* wondering from where she look like a japanese artist?*

I hope, I can go back A.S.A.P for meet with her..
*big Hug*

Then at night, i go play DotA with my friend for trainee our ability and hope can follow another competition for it...
hahahhaa..
*day dreaming* 

Silly girl, I MISS YOU SO MUCH...
Until I wanna dreaming of u.. >,< 

Boring life

Today was so bored i think, because I did a bbq together with hari raya idul adha..
Just talked and gathering with my Indonesian friend n I was think that If u were here might be fun i guess..
hehehehe..
Just forget a little bit my college life that a bit bored for any activities, I feel like wanna die because I nearly forget about marketing homework.
U know what, before I got nickname that i get from my IS friend.. They call me Naruto
Oppss sorry, no picture for it..
hahahhaa...

In may i wanna go bali with my malay friend..
I hope, That holiday will be fun If u can follow me go to bali

During the sun rise..
see so beautiful..
I hope me and u can be there one day.. *Cross Finger*

Tomorrow, i think i wanna skip marketing class. Because i wanna make the marketing assignment..

Ow gosh, i also forget my psychology assignment..
Shit.. >,<

Bad news and good news

Just now I heard a news from my granpa, He felt down from i bed or what ever (Not clear about it) then now he do the operation for it..
i hope my granpa can heal faster and can be more active like before.. ( hope it)

In the morning, made a video about regret for my psychology assignment n straight away do the editing after finish recording in the morning..

Now, i feel better because my Gf already in the normal condition not in galau mode.
hahahahaha..

I miss my gf and I miss everything that we did together..
Miss her so much, and December I'll be coming home for her..

Bruno mars.

There's only so many songs
That I can sing to pass the time
And I'm running out of things to do
To get you off my mind
Ooohh,no

All i have is this picture in a frame
That I hold close to see your face every day

With you is where I'd rather be
But we're stuck where we are
And it's so hard,you're so far
This long distance is killing me
I wish that you were here with me
But we're stuck where we are
And it's so hard,you're so far
This long distance is killing me

It's so hard,it's so hard
Where we are,where we are
You're so far,this long distance is killing me
It's so hard,it's so hard
Where we are,where we are
You're so far,this long distance is killing me

http://www.elyricsworld.com/long_distance_lyrics_bruno_mars.html
Now the minutes feel like hours
And the hours feel like days
While I'm away
You know right now I can't be home
But I'm coming home soon,coming home soon

All i have is this picture in a frame


But for me this song is make me feel that long distance isn't hard..
I believe in you, that's why I dont have fear for it..
Is because of you, if you feel like give up now..
Isn't good idea, because our road still long to go..

My fear

I feel sad now, I donno what the hell happen with me..
feel like so far away from my gf, really make me sad..
everyday and everytime i thinking of her, i guest she thinking of me too..
hehehehe...
I wanna go back home soon, so i can meet her and go dating with her.
I really miss the time when we go dating n funny thing that we did together..
>,<

I Just wanna say, I'm here to love you and I don't want you go far away from me..
I need you n i wanna you be here for me forever.

November coming

I didnt realize that today is 1-11-11, is a bad day for me..
because first my bag felt down when I driving a moto with my friend then my competition lose like shit. some more my opponent is so noob one, but the final score we lose like shit..
that's why Is a bad day for me..
I hope this bad day, doesn't impact my whole month at all.
after the competition we just hang out the desa palma there, and eat satay celup..
It can help me release my stress because of the competition, then at night I play again until late morning..
we keep correction our fault for it, that's why i a bit busy that time..

I miss my GF, and i Hope i can see her in this semester break..

I miss her so much

I miss her smile

I miss her silly thing that she did.. >,< 

Tournament

Yesterday, i was so busy with training for tomorrow tournament..
That's why i a bit dont care with my girl.. Sorry girl about it..
Heheheh..
I hope i can get a better result for tournament..

I feel that im not alone all the time is because I got GOD that really superb for protect me..

hua, i miss my girl..
I want meet her soon, to prove that everything wont be change..
I'll Prove it to you dear..

The best among the best..

huft

Today I passed the day so fast one.
because I just wake up at 2 o clock, because last night I was sleep at 4 in the morning..
I cant sleep or maybe i got insomnia...
I hate insomnia..
Someday, i'll prove to you that I'm the best among the best..

Now, i really bad mood of study..
because, I studied like almost 3 hours..
>,<

Btw, what happen with my darling??
Is she a shame on me or something??
Only GOD knows about it...
hope she will be find and understand my kekurangan (nda taw bahasa inggrise)
hehehe

Wanna shout....

Today feel very bad, today i just sleep after come back from class..
then i try to be nice with my all friend, but they cant accept it..
What happen..??
I never lie to you guys, I just wanna be a better person..
why always me..??
Hua.....
i feel like wanna cry because of this problem, really sad..



Today, i just play whole day and feel like wanna run away from here A.S.A.P...
>,<
wanna go work and wanna be a good boy....
Can i be a good boy and always be patience..??

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

I donno what happen with her today..??
seem so worry about anything..
Maybe, i wasnt there for you...
>,<
I really pity my self..
Btw, she got a mid term test tomorrow and i pray to HIM that always protect prisca from anything wrong..
^^

Today, i feel really lazy to do anything.. Because tomorrow start holiday until thursday..
wohoo..
Planning for wednesday is going to Genting with my indonesian guys and 3 new student..
I hope i can enjoy it..
>,<

Grrrrr

Today really passed a day so fast..
because i woke up late, i woke up around 11 something.
because i was slept at 8 something, i was cleaned my room and try to re-design my room..
so it can be like minimalist room..
but, i cant do because the owner dont allow to change a paint..

I expecting my room like that..
but i cant afford it..
hehehe..

My wish for today:
1 I want to see her as soon as possible.
2. graduate on time
3. get work and build a minimalist house..
Amen..

I really miss her and i wanna see her A.S.A.P....

 \
Miss this silly girl so much {()}
big hug to her

Im back

2 days ago, i got pray with GOD and also talked with my father about my result and everything..
and my father said, never and ever underestimate ur self and try to get some confidence for it.
that's why im back and im new now..
wanna change everything that sound so wrong before this case..
now the case close and solve by my father advise and no more sadness and everything that can make me happy..

btw, today is my resit paper..
i was so happy because i really did well and I didnt feel any stressful. Only last night i felt a bit nervous, but i can manage it.
The key of my successful is Use mind and never under estimate ur self.. 

That's what my father said to me.
tq father for ur advise, that advise really help me..

Yeah its Tuesday

Today im really happy, because yesterday i was sleep so nice and I woke up at 1 in the afternoon.. Really nice.
lucky my class start at 3 oclock..
so can got time for prepare and cook something..
hehehehe..

Today a bit shocked only, because i got called from exam unit told me that my resit paper for public speaking gonna start in friday morning..
I hope i can pass this resit paper and no more fail for next one....
now, im going to study and prepare anything for it..

Yeah, Its monday

First time of my life, im not hate monday. Because my schedule was nice.. Only got 1 class during that day, somemore the class at 10 oclock. Somemore, the class was cancel also because got blackout in my campus..
really nice is it yank?? >,<

Today, really happy because can chat with my gf and she gave me a spirit for me to smile again like usual..

Silly girl that i love.. <3

Tomorrow will be fine and fun i hope..
because tomorrow i wanna try not to speak much like before, just speak whenever ppl need to ask me..

Btw, I think have a best friend is nice because i wont be alone anymore and havent have any problem at all

Happy

Yesterday is happy day for me, because i can chat with my girlfriend and forget everything about my result..

I miss her so much..

Hope i can forget a bad thing with me so fast..
Hehehehe...
WHole day im inside my room and do nothing just pray and sometimes i going out only for pee or bathing..
I hope, tomorrow will be better than yesterday..
Cross finger...

Happy a bit and sad more

sorry my dear, i can't do anything for make my self happy.
because I cant release stress in my head and Result always come in my mind, it was really suck and I fell like I wanna cry as loud as i can.. >,<
First question that come out from my mind is "when i gonna finish my degree in Nilai uc? if the result always like that". It make me a bit feel sad, luckily I hanged out with my friend so i can release a bit stress in my mind. But still I'm thinking of my bad result. It make me depress and It make me cant enjoy any happy thing during hang out with my friend.
I just keep quite and keep thinking how i gonna pass all the subject on time.. It really suck...
I hope, that result not come again in my next semester...

Btw, hunny i really miss you so much..
Sorry i cant put any photo, because i'm so sad until can't take a single pict in this blog...
Huft... >,<

Shock and stress

Hari pertama masuk kelas sudah di bikin shock dengan hasil resultku yang sangat teramat jelek. aku tidak dapat berkata apapun dengan hasil yang aku terima, aku hanya tertunduk lesu dengan hasil result yang aku terima. Aku tidak lulus 2 subject dan harus resit 4subject, berita itu membuat ku terpukul. Dan aku memberanikan diri menelpon papa ku untuk memberi tahu hasil result ku, aku sungguh sangat terpukul dengan hal itu ternyata papa ku hanya bilang "rencana kedepanmu bagaimana?" Aku pun tertunduk lesu dengan jawaban itu, aku tau di balik jawaban itu papa ku sangat terpukul dengan jawaban yang aku berikan kepadanya. padahal dia sudah bekerja keras mencari uang untuk membiayi ku kuliah di luar negeri, sempat terbesit dalam otakku "lebih baek aku mati saja, karena aku tidak berguna buat siapapun". Akan tetapi sosok yang selalu memberiku semangat menyadarkan ku akan arti kehidupan dan betapa pentingnya diriku dalam hidupnya. sosok ini adalah mama ku dan pacarku tercinta.
akhirnya aku memutuskan untuk berubah demi kepentinganku sendiri dan keinginanku untuk membahagiakan orang tua ku.
aku harap di kemudian hari tidak ada kata resit and retake in my result. .FUCK THAT!!
This the first and the last time i saw RETAKE and RESIT word in my result...
*Cross Heart*

Sosok yang membuatku semangat

Best friend that always support me