My beautiful life

(ooh) for the way you changed my plans
for being the perfect distraction
for the way you took the idea that i have
of everything that i wanted to have
and made me see there was something missing (oh yeah)
for the ending of my first begin
(ooh yeah yeah)(ooh yeah yeah)
and for the rare and unexpected friend
(ooh yeah yeah)(ooh yeah yeah)
for the way you're something that i never choose
but at the same time something i don't wanna lose
and never wanna be without ever again (oh oh)

you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so when you were here i had no idea
you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so now it's so clear i need you here always

my accidental happily (ever after) (oh oh oh)
the way you smile and how you comfort me (with your laughter)
i must admit you were not a part of my book
but now if you open it up and take a look
you're the beginning and the end of every chapter (oh oh)

you're the best thing i never knew i needed (oh)
so when you were here i had no idea
you're the best thing i never knew i needed (that i needed)
so now it's so clear i need you here always

who knew that I could be here (who knew that i could be here oh oh)
so unexpectedly (so unexpectedly oh oh)
undeniablely happy (hey)
said with you right here, right here next to me (oh)

girl you're the..
you're the best thing i never knew i needed (said i needed oh oh)
so when you were here i had no idea
you're the best thing i never knew i needed (needed oh)
so now it's so clear i need you here always
baby baby
now it's so clear i need you here always

Before I started a relationship with my current girl friend, my love story is so mess up one.

Got many trouble in my life and I feel like my heart is empty. Nothing inside that and I also feel that i'm nothing in this world.

But someday when the life told me to do so, then i will do it even in the worst condition

Thinking of future

Today i just went to sepang gold coast, I did community service with all my friend and I take the trash and put it in the plastic bag that we bring from home...

group photo

After that, I went back home to do FOB assignment n i forgot that today got futsal practice..

futsal practice with korean guys... I missed it, but it not make me disappointed..\

The feeling that make me disappointed is my future, i donno what future i gonna have..
is it bright or just enjoy the fun..
seems so blur nowadays and feel like all my dream wont come true..
i need you GOD to bring my spirit back, because lately i felt that im no energy to do many thing for my future..

I just thinking, how to graduated soon as possible from this college.. I just wanna graduated with good mark..

Many thing come out from my brain n donno to who i tell the story..
my gf, but not now i think..
because my future is all about her and i wanna make her happy... I donno the way how to make her happy, seems so............... T_T

donno what to say, i miss her a lot then she knows...

I just wanna beside her and comfort her everything that she need...

I really miss her a lot, i miss my family too..
i dont dare to see them when they arrive in malaysia arround 30 of june...

my feeling

Lately when my bb was broken n i cant fix it, i feel like im in the middle of the jungle n cant survive without black berry..
feel so sad about it, because i cant communicate nicely with my gf and cant say I love u...
Haiz, feel like upset and feel not nice about broken bb...
thats why our communication is very rare n i donno what to do..
just webcaming with her in the skype, i can feel her here beside me n talk with me life...
hahaha...

her picture when webcaming with me

I miss her so much, wanna hug her or give a night kiss..
hug you dear..

Suddenly when i saw her status in fb, i surprised why she said that "look at me, you may think you see who i really am..

but you'll never know me... syalalala :]~~"

I donno what to say... I stunning with this senteces..

feel like My world is the end of my way...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZfMLpHfDcR8

this song is really touching, because i keep dreaming that u be my bride and i'll make it be a reality dear..
dont worry..
i'll keep it as my promise and i'll mean it my promise..
love you always..

I know she wasnt a pair of sandals that when I feel boring i can change with a pair of shoes whenever I like..
Nowadays i feel like different and I donno wth im doing with my lovely pair of sandals..
I really wanna take care of you and I just dont want to lost you anymore..

argh!! @@

I just woke up, then suddenly my Best friend Algier called me..
Because he need help from me for receive his drink from his mom, then i cant wake up..
sorry buddy I over slept and i really didnt mean it, it was my mistake to over slept..
because when I came back from KL i was not good..
it really fucked me up, I was upset too about this condition....
I hope he nows that im really sorry and it wont happen again in the future...
I SUER FOR MY ENTIRE LIFE..
OVERSLEPT o0o!!

Arrrrrr.....
sometimes i feel like i wanna lying in my bed and skip all the activity that i have in malaysia..
seems so hard for me..
because I can't divided the time nicely..
nowadays i dont have time to webcam with my GF...
I miss her so much, then how i gonna tell her..
That my heart is really lonely without her, How I gonna tell her that i miss her...
hua.. :'(
really make me sad..
just now i bbm with her, then I feel tired and really sleepy..
feel like so lazy to go out for eat, then my friend force me to eat..
Then i eat with them, then I told my GF that Im not sleep yet..
suddenly she dont reply at all, and my bb also got problem..
argh..
Seems so mafan one..>.<
I just wanna have my time with PRISCILLA ADHELIA...
Then Saturday I gonna go Bukit bintang to book the hotel for her to stay, i search the nice place to her that really near to the food so she not really difficult one to find a food..
I care with Priscilla adhelia..

Please GOD, I just wanna be with her and please take care of her..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NAc83CF8Ejk&feature=g-all-a&list=PL09CD7E97CC2BB303&context=G2e73156FAAAAAAAAAAA
This one really nice song and make me that no one can't replace her from my life and my heart..
Love her so much and Im not only talk crap about it

DOWN..

I really "down" today..
Got many news that make me sad n i donno how to say..
first of all, my marketing result was not in there..
they said, im took FOB but in fact im not take that subject..
Im taking FOB only for this semester, thats why I was so shock heard that..
After that, any news make me sad.
All my resit paper result change into retake..
DAMN!!!!!!!
Really pissed and I donno how to do now..!!!
Confuse, dilemma, and feel head ache..
I hope this semester no more resit and retake any subject that can break my parent heart..
IS ENOUGH!! I feel so sad and a bit disappointed...

what a boring day..

Today activity just bored..
nothing special, just go class study, go back and doing assignment..
and OMG!! I forget one think.
tomorrow is the mid term test for psychology..
I just say thanks to my friend, because he remind me of tomorrow mid term test..
If not tell me, for sure i die one..
hahahaha..
At night I go supper, I ate satay celup..
hahaha..
was so fun that night..

I hope, this coming semester break i can stay longer in indonesia..
Because i want to have CNY gathering with my family and with you honey..
muach2. 

Happy

I'm very happy right now..
today is my 9th month anniv..
wohoo~~~~
I really love it..
but yesterday 11-11-11 is really tough day for me..
the due date for marketing presentation is on tuesday, is really annoying for me.. >,<
today at 8 oclock, i need to go to campus to do a charity event..
hahahaha..
Imagine that im cleaning a toilet or to do something that a bit disgusting i guess..
>,<
hahahaha...
Feel like wanna faster graduate from this college, this college really drive me crazy..
btw, Happy anniv ya orang jepang..
I hope you more and more love me...
^^
:*
big hug for you

my present for you.. 

Muach2

Assignment drive me crazy

This is the picture when assignment drive me crazy...

Today I get shocked, because The due date for marketing assignment is TOMORROW not Friday.... 

Because I heard before assignment will pass it up in next week, but after i heard if tomorrow is the due date for pass it up the assignment. I get shocked, really shocked..
Because I haven't touch any single thing for it..
Then, after 1 hour of the class I skip the second hour of the class...
I'm not straight away go back, I just hang around the college with my friend and I still go to Giant and tesco to buy some stuff for dinner...
After, came back from giant and tesco..
I straight away copy the example of the assignment, to guide me into correct way to make assignment of marketing..
Is really crazy i guess, hehehehhe... >,<

Today, I will finish the marketing assignment and continue with psychology assignment..

TODAY I WANNA SKIP THIS DAY, because it drive me crazy.. >,<

Hope that japanesse Girl understand about it.. :P :P :P
Sorry ya dear, can't webcaming with u.. 

Feel the day go so fast

Today i woke up around 11 oclock, then straight away I jumped into bathroom then go bath...
after that, i went to college at 12 something, because I got something to do in the campus..
Today, feel like happy wey..
cant forget a bit about my assignment..
huft..

Webcaming with Japanese Artist wei..
Damn syok..
hahahaha

Japanese artist... Isnt it??
hahahaha...* wondering from where she look like a japanese artist?*

I hope, I can go back A.S.A.P for meet with her..
*big Hug*

Then at night, i go play DotA with my friend for trainee our ability and hope can follow another competition for it...
hahahhaa..
*day dreaming* 

Silly girl, I MISS YOU SO MUCH...
Until I wanna dreaming of u.. >,< 

Boring life

Today was so bored i think, because I did a bbq together with hari raya idul adha..
Just talked and gathering with my Indonesian friend n I was think that If u were here might be fun i guess..
hehehehe..
Just forget a little bit my college life that a bit bored for any activities, I feel like wanna die because I nearly forget about marketing homework.
U know what, before I got nickname that i get from my IS friend.. They call me Naruto
Oppss sorry, no picture for it..
hahahhaa...

In may i wanna go bali with my malay friend..
I hope, That holiday will be fun If u can follow me go to bali

During the sun rise..
see so beautiful..
I hope me and u can be there one day.. *Cross Finger*

Tomorrow, i think i wanna skip marketing class. Because i wanna make the marketing assignment..

Ow gosh, i also forget my psychology assignment..
Shit.. >,<

Bad news and good news

Just now I heard a news from my granpa, He felt down from i bed or what ever (Not clear about it) then now he do the operation for it..
i hope my granpa can heal faster and can be more active like before.. ( hope it)

In the morning, made a video about regret for my psychology assignment n straight away do the editing after finish recording in the morning..

Now, i feel better because my Gf already in the normal condition not in galau mode.
hahahahaha..

I miss my gf and I miss everything that we did together..
Miss her so much, and December I'll be coming home for her..

Bruno mars.

There's only so many songs
That I can sing to pass the time
And I'm running out of things to do
To get you off my mind
Ooohh,no

All i have is this picture in a frame
That I hold close to see your face every day

With you is where I'd rather be
But we're stuck where we are
And it's so hard,you're so far
This long distance is killing me
I wish that you were here with me
But we're stuck where we are
And it's so hard,you're so far
This long distance is killing me

It's so hard,it's so hard
Where we are,where we are
You're so far,this long distance is killing me
It's so hard,it's so hard
Where we are,where we are
You're so far,this long distance is killing me

http://www.elyricsworld.com/long_distance_lyrics_bruno_mars.html
Now the minutes feel like hours
And the hours feel like days
While I'm away
You know right now I can't be home
But I'm coming home soon,coming home soon

All i have is this picture in a frame


But for me this song is make me feel that long distance isn't hard..
I believe in you, that's why I dont have fear for it..
Is because of you, if you feel like give up now..
Isn't good idea, because our road still long to go..

My fear

I feel sad now, I donno what the hell happen with me..
feel like so far away from my gf, really make me sad..
everyday and everytime i thinking of her, i guest she thinking of me too..
hehehehe...
I wanna go back home soon, so i can meet her and go dating with her.
I really miss the time when we go dating n funny thing that we did together..
>,<

I Just wanna say, I'm here to love you and I don't want you go far away from me..
I need you n i wanna you be here for me forever.

November coming

I didnt realize that today is 1-11-11, is a bad day for me..
because first my bag felt down when I driving a moto with my friend then my competition lose like shit. some more my opponent is so noob one, but the final score we lose like shit..
that's why Is a bad day for me..
I hope this bad day, doesn't impact my whole month at all.
after the competition we just hang out the desa palma there, and eat satay celup..
It can help me release my stress because of the competition, then at night I play again until late morning..
we keep correction our fault for it, that's why i a bit busy that time..

I miss my GF, and i Hope i can see her in this semester break..

I miss her so much

I miss her smile

I miss her silly thing that she did.. >,< 

Tournament

Yesterday, i was so busy with training for tomorrow tournament..
That's why i a bit dont care with my girl.. Sorry girl about it..
Heheheh..
I hope i can get a better result for tournament..

I feel that im not alone all the time is because I got GOD that really superb for protect me..

hua, i miss my girl..
I want meet her soon, to prove that everything wont be change..
I'll Prove it to you dear..

The best among the best..

huft

Today I passed the day so fast one.
because I just wake up at 2 o clock, because last night I was sleep at 4 in the morning..
I cant sleep or maybe i got insomnia...
I hate insomnia..
Someday, i'll prove to you that I'm the best among the best..

Now, i really bad mood of study..
because, I studied like almost 3 hours..
>,<

Btw, what happen with my darling??
Is she a shame on me or something??
Only GOD knows about it...
hope she will be find and understand my kekurangan (nda taw bahasa inggrise)
hehehe

Wanna shout....

Today feel very bad, today i just sleep after come back from class..
then i try to be nice with my all friend, but they cant accept it..
What happen..??
I never lie to you guys, I just wanna be a better person..
why always me..??
Hua.....
i feel like wanna cry because of this problem, really sad..



Today, i just play whole day and feel like wanna run away from here A.S.A.P...
>,<
wanna go work and wanna be a good boy....
Can i be a good boy and always be patience..??

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

I donno what happen with her today..??
seem so worry about anything..
Maybe, i wasnt there for you...
>,<
I really pity my self..
Btw, she got a mid term test tomorrow and i pray to HIM that always protect prisca from anything wrong..
^^

Today, i feel really lazy to do anything.. Because tomorrow start holiday until thursday..
wohoo..
Planning for wednesday is going to Genting with my indonesian guys and 3 new student..
I hope i can enjoy it..
>,<