Thinking of future

Today i just went to sepang gold coast, I did community service with all my friend and I take the trash and put it in the plastic bag that we bring from home...

group photo

After that, I went back home to do FOB assignment n i forgot that today got futsal practice..

futsal practice with korean guys... I missed it, but it not make me disappointed..\

The feeling that make me disappointed is my future, i donno what future i gonna have..
is it bright or just enjoy the fun..
seems so blur nowadays and feel like all my dream wont come true..
i need you GOD to bring my spirit back, because lately i felt that im no energy to do many thing for my future..

I just thinking, how to graduated soon as possible from this college.. I just wanna graduated with good mark..

Many thing come out from my brain n donno to who i tell the story..
my gf, but not now i think..
because my future is all about her and i wanna make her happy... I donno the way how to make her happy, seems so............... T_T

donno what to say, i miss her a lot then she knows...

I just wanna beside her and comfort her everything that she need...

I really miss her a lot, i miss my family too..
i dont dare to see them when they arrive in malaysia arround 30 of june...