Thinking of future

Today i just went to sepang gold coast, I did community service with all my friend and I take the trash and put it in the plastic bag that we bring from home...

group photo

After that, I went back home to do FOB assignment n i forgot that today got futsal practice..

futsal practice with korean guys... I missed it, but it not make me disappointed..\

The feeling that make me disappointed is my future, i donno what future i gonna have..
is it bright or just enjoy the fun..
seems so blur nowadays and feel like all my dream wont come true..
i need you GOD to bring my spirit back, because lately i felt that im no energy to do many thing for my future..

I just thinking, how to graduated soon as possible from this college.. I just wanna graduated with good mark..

Many thing come out from my brain n donno to who i tell the story..
my gf, but not now i think..
because my future is all about her and i wanna make her happy... I donno the way how to make her happy, seems so............... T_T

donno what to say, i miss her a lot then she knows...

I just wanna beside her and comfort her everything that she need...

I really miss her a lot, i miss my family too..
i dont dare to see them when they arrive in malaysia arround 30 of june...

my feeling

Lately when my bb was broken n i cant fix it, i feel like im in the middle of the jungle n cant survive without black berry..
feel so sad about it, because i cant communicate nicely with my gf and cant say I love u...
Haiz, feel like upset and feel not nice about broken bb...
thats why our communication is very rare n i donno what to do..
just webcaming with her in the skype, i can feel her here beside me n talk with me life...
hahaha...

her picture when webcaming with me

I miss her so much, wanna hug her or give a night kiss..
hug you dear..

Suddenly when i saw her status in fb, i surprised why she said that "look at me, you may think you see who i really am..

but you'll never know me... syalalala :]~~"

I donno what to say... I stunning with this senteces..

feel like My world is the end of my way...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZfMLpHfDcR8

this song is really touching, because i keep dreaming that u be my bride and i'll make it be a reality dear..
dont worry..
i'll keep it as my promise and i'll mean it my promise..
love you always..